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by Denise Vega
When I was about twelve, I read a book called The Cat Ate My Gymsuit by the late Paula Danziger. This book is now a classic, published back in the 70s, and has gone through a lot of reprints and updated covers. The one at right is the cover of the book that I owned as an almost-teen.
I loved this book and it really resonated with me (and I could relate to those stupid gym suits, which I had to wear when I was in 9th grade). Some people might have thought this was weird if they’d known me back then because when I read it in middle school I was everything Marcy Lewis, the main character, wasn’t–at least on the surface: I was thin, popular, a good athlete and had a decent home life. Marcy was overweight, had a crappy home life, and was the quintessential angry young girl (justifiably so in my opinion).
But at a deeper level, we were very different. For me, popularity didn’t equal security. Friends could turn on you at any moment (and they did). I lived in fear of losing my “place.” But Marcy didn’t. She possessed qualities that I envied: she was honest and funny and committed to her passion. She did something I could never do at that age: stand up for someone and something she believed in and in the process stand up for herself. I was in awe of her and wished I could be like her.
I often thought of that book as I journeyed through my teen years into adulthood. I became stronger, more assertive, and have no doubt that somehow, while reading and re-reading The Cat Ate My Gymsuit, Marcy’s bravery and strength entered my subconscious and made me a better person.
Because that’s what good books can do. They have the power to change you.
I was so glad I had an opportunity, years ago, to tell Paula what her book meant to me and to have her sign a new copy of the book at a writing retreat I attended where she was the facilitator. Talk about a treasure! She wrote: “To Denise – Keep on writing! Paula Danziger 1994.” I’m sure she wrote that in every book she signed for writers, but it meant so much to me as a then-unpublished writer.
I did keep writing, Paula. And I became a better person in the process. Thanks to you and Marcy.
Denise Vega is an award-winning children’s book author and a member of the Lighthouse faculty.
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